~Rougerider

Im re-discovering a passion I burried many years ago when I had a life changing event. Ironicly, it was the same kind of an event in this time period that has brought me back to where I once stood before.
Im not ready to say Ive come full circle, but I do find it sadly ironic many things are alike so Im dusting off some old reading materials and starting to also write again.
I might even finish a paper I began long ago about pragmatism and magick. It basicly peels back the difference between fairy tales and historical writtings.
Im not saying what is fact, nor am I saying what is fiction.
Reality is what one percieves to be a truth and that differs from one being to another.

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Current Residence: Texas
Interests: Folk music, naked ladied, motorcycling, and weastern pleasure
Favourite movie: Close Encounters
Favourite band or musician: undecided
Favourite genre of music: Alison Krause to White Zombie... You pick!
Favourite artist: depends on the type of art
Favourite poet or writer: Poe
Favourite photographer: none
Favourite style of art: paint or pencil
Operating System: Windows
MP3 player of choice: whichever works at that moment
Shell of choice: dont know that
Wallpaper of choice: depends on mood
Skin of choice: tan
Favourite game: 4 play, is there any other?
Favourite gaming platform: hummmmm, its a chess board
Favourite cartoon character: Taz
Personal Quote: none yet
Tools of the Trade: mic, calipers, slide rule or a 700BDL (M24)

Email: williamssteven1966@yahoo.com
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~zeldaconnetion Oct 14, 2008, 8:23:56 PM

Hello there, thanks for the watch friend! Well met.

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_{Sincerely,
Saeiane,
Mephistopheles D. Grimm,
D. H. The Second.}

~Rougerider Oct 14, 2008, 8:32:29 PM

your welcome...

~zeldaconnetion Oct 14, 2008, 8:55:56 PM

so I'd wager a guess by your name (And screen name) that you'd be stephanie's father? ^^

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_{Sincerely,
Saeiane,
Mephistopheles D. Grimm,
D. H. The Second.}

~Rougerider Oct 16, 2008, 8:25:48 PM

Yes I am, although I havent been much of dad to her over the years. Believe me its not something that sets well with me either; in fact I dispise the way one of the most important joys and loves in this life have been dangled just always out of reach as if it were more on perpose and not just by sheer coincident. I will not let my anger and hostilities overtake my personality though. I've been very paitent over the years and held much back in fears that it would come back on my daughter. I dont have to any longer. Shes for the most part grown now. Any wayI sold my soul when I joined the military, and lost my heart as I went oversees in 1992.
Phone calls here and there and e-mails here and there were about the only thing Steph and I had left. Ive been able to spend some with her. I did get a month in 1996 and a full day with her while she was staying with her sister in Texas last year. That last visit was so awsome. I get a strong gut feeling that Steph was more than ready to get away from the things she was dealing with in GA.
I cant blame her either. I can understand the dissappearing and going off the grid.
I dont know the storys or the pressures she had back there but I was once part of the family so I could make a fairly good guess as to why and the distance.
I just hope my little girl is doing well and finding her own life, who she is, and what she wants, not someone eleses.
If shes talking to you let her know shes deeply loved and someones saying there prayers for her.
One day, some day she and I'll will have our time together without dictation or judgement.
You can call me Steve by the way.

~zeldaconnetion Oct 16, 2008, 8:53:28 PM

Wow.. Yeah she seems to be enjoying herself and living her life over in Germany. I'll let her know you've been thinking about her. Sometimes around 1 or 3 in the morning if I'm not able to sleep I see her around on MSN.
As for finding her life- from what she's told me. I think she is, I'm pretty happy for her being able to go back to Germany she seems to love it.

You can call me Emilio, haha.
And don't get down on yourself about the past, she always spoke so highly of you I could tell she admires you a lot.

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_{Sincerely,
Saeiane,
Mephistopheles D. Grimm,
D. H. The Second.}

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~Rougerider Oct 14, 2008, 8:02:08 PM

Ah, another year in the desert gone bye.
I’ve seem to have forgotten how to navigate this site.
I need to work on my skills tonight.
To all who read my comments and so forth....
I'll do much better on proof reading my shit so I don’t seem to be as big of a dumb ass as my use of the English language might suggest.

*La-Petite-Mort Jul 16, 2006, 11:36:10 AM

Thanks so much for the

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~KnightDigital Jul 13, 2006, 5:43:54 AM

Thank you for the Fav

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Ben Franklin

~Lil-Angelic-Star Jun 13, 2006, 7:22:45 AM

Mom said that her and I are going to Shourd Oklahoma not Ft. Hood, then we go back to Dallas and fly out.

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The sleeper will awaken, and the world will bleed.
I shall look upon my enemy,
I shall look upon them and
the dark place will have their soul.